don't ask me why ;
it has become a cycle. everytime
with the depth of emptiness,
i seek temporary shelter.

you can bet with everything you have in this lifetime,
but you will never seek out or understand who-i-am inside.

in the contrary,
the things i made, always the wrong move wrong person wrong timing
in the crowd, i stand out among the rest.
but to the one that i always choose wrongly,
i am nothing, if you can understand.

make it be, hope things will turn out better.
i like adventures, especially the feeling of liking someone.
be it up, be it down.
it just makes me feel alive ;
but it doesn't represent they are the one for me.

that's why, i wanna know him more,
and one day i will make him fall inside his heart.

it was supposed to be a happy day for me,
but it ends up, not for the day i always wanted it to be.

it's just the beginning.
after all, i still have months here.
hello stanley, i open this sentence for you;
and
my mind.

and jieying,
i don't have charisma on him lah.
hahahaha!
it seems like the attention is going towards those female colleagues.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

with not much alternatives;
the life-long goals i strive for.
my art ♥ ; your vice .