27th april ; it is really my lucky day .
the wee hours i was still awake , willingly of course.
to help jieying solve her work =]
i am very glad that she completed it finally. heh

it was a long and tiring day in the office,
where i can just doze off anytime.
and thanks ah, director, who just walked in to say HI
and caught mandy viewing frienster.
AHAHAHA, is like everytime she got caught for watching videos
if not looking at friendster pictures.

so, the stories that happened today are :

early in the morning, was on the phone with jieying outside the lobby, and meanwhile smoking
talk halfway, stanley appeared and apparently he stood there for how long i stand there for. but i just fake fake walk back to the office, hahaha act cool what!

after like 5minutes, stanley came to find me to talk,
after he quarrel with the biggest director.
and in the conversation of " trying to vent ",
he said countless of FUCK, i was like laughing all the way.
and kept asking him to relax and finish up his proposal asap ;
he told me today is his birthday,
and said : " let me suan you lah, able to suan you is the happiest thing for me " ohmygod, i really don't quite get this sentence, which make me stunned for a couple of seconds.
and in the entire 15minutes of conversation,
he totally treated mandy as transparent, not even saying a HI to her,
walaooo eh, basic respect leh?
but i know something else in my heart that i am glad for myself.

today is really stanley's birthday :)
HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY! STANLEY CHUA ! :D
and guess what, during lunch i went to buy him a starbucks slice of cake
which costs me 5 sing dollars ; but i am really willingly to pay it.
sent the cake to his table, and he didn't even had his lunch - .-
and he was like so happy,
seeing him having that smile on his face, i just can't stop being happy too.
after that, his department colleagues also celebrated for him
he barged into our room and shocked me out totally lah!
passed a cake to mandy first,
and then he walked towards my desk, cleared my desk for me
and put the cake on the table for me, and said : " see, i treat you so nice "
walao, the eyes he look at me, i totally got ZAPPED.

next story, there is this guy who always love to make fun of me,
and love my hair tail so much,
came to our room in silent, and ERHEM so loud,
i jumped up, yes i admit i jumped up.
as i was watching one piece on the internet ( a anime ).

mandy said : " karine, i think you are the most popular intern in this company, everyone just so attracted to you, especially stanley! "
i am like WALAOO erm, i don't think so!
but maybe is because i am always smiling and outgoing i suppose?
( hahs, i am trying to tunnel myself out from these males in the company)

seriously, i am overjoyed for today.
main point is because his birthday, and of course
my dear jieying who called me 2times to chat and chat.
and maybe you will know the reason why i get fired,
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA ! but i am really touched :D

i want things to go by its nature ;
this is the first time, where it is over the borderline.
alot of flings, but it don't matter to me at all.
the feelings will fade when i get to become not interested ;
but it seems the feelings has gone stronger and highly attracted to him.
and with his actions to me,
this is totally a new stage for me, where i have never gone through.
as everyone knows, i and him is impossible.
CHINA - SINGAPORE.

with not much alternatives;
the life-long goals i strive for.
my art ♥ ; your vice .