today is saturday, a tiring day i can say
really was going to fall asleep in the office ;
and i felt dead and empty inside me.
i really dunno why i am feeling like this ;
as today is the day when stanley is going back to singapore.
i won't be able to see him for like 10days,
totally devastated ; even though i tried to stop thinking about him.

i kept listening to the song which he sung ;
it was an emo-song in cantonese : AI DE TAI CHI by GU CHU JI.

i hope time will fly seriously.
i know there are friends for me there too ,
but in realisation, love is blind, especially when it is growing deeper.

benc says that he will teach me how to go on with stanley - .-
hahahahaha!

with not much alternatives;
the life-long goals i strive for.
my art ♥ ; your vice .