it just got into my mind that fast,
wondering why humans think so much ;
to a imaginative state whereby " u know it is impossible ",
yet u still bluff yourself with all the imaginations.
self consolation? self pity? i have absolute no idea.
to place myself into the shoes of such thoughts, i really can't do it.

life is that practical, for money or for your own interests.
as a matter of fact, realistic.
wounds/scars/burns in the heart ; it do heal but is just a matter of time.
is just the pathetically irritating flashbacks
which make one starts to get sad and emotional.
life is filled with choices, is either positive or negative.
why will people wanna choose to have negative thinking?
life is colorful to a sense, if u do realise the things surrounding you.

look towards and walk for the future, you can't simply carry the burdens the past with you to carry on with life, isn't it tired?
yes, i know karine is saying such things.
whatever i can let go, i have released ;
whatever can be forgiven, i have done it.
but yet the Karine that everyone knows, is totally another person infront of discpline master.
my acts, my mistakes, my ruins of own life and friends, no matter how many times i tell myself, these things just can't be let go in me. and yes, i totally owe him. owe him everything.

changing of topic : mandy's weird.
she kept pushing me to stanley.
hahs, imagine asking me to go out with him to hongkong ocean park.
2 persons, thankgod, i can't imagine it.
and stanley is even weirder ; same old facts of him.
and make fun of my hair ; idertology .

everything's different.
for now, as i say, the feelings had faded :)

the basic level of human is just a smile away ;
the highest level of it, is love .

with not much alternatives;
the life-long goals i strive for.
my art ♥ ; your vice .