i swear this hurts more than anything;
to part away from this happiness which was so short-termed
a chance which is hard to chanced upon, but just met up for awhile.
after like nine months. i thought time will be even longer to hold there.
i can't imagine how long do i have to wait again,
for the next chance to comeby. i believe i will not be around for the next 31st aug, if i am not listed for local university. time flies, isn't it? it's been the 6th year.
i have been waiting, and will alway wait.

i guess not everyone will understand how i exactly feels,
hate to say, i hate misunderstandings regarding about this, and teasing me about this
everyone may thought it's love for him, it's this and that for him, but i can only say this feeling is very hard to describle, you guys will understand how i feel when you have someone rooted in your heart and this someone has done so much for you in life :)

anyway, jieying i have been reading about your xanga everyday though.
just that, i am busy with mapling all these while, and have not touched msn for really long time, and meanwhile, i slept in the day, awake in the night till morning.
take care for all these while :)

with not much alternatives;
the life-long goals i strive for.
my art ♥ ; your vice .