stupid is how it may sounds
that 3 months will pass very fast.
very consoling.
thankyou-

i should not think so much,
batam is just an hour ferry trip away from here.
anytime anytime.
every weekend i can see him
just tolerate and endure endure.

just suddenly my everyday life
without seeing him and hearing him speak.
overcoming overcoming.
&
im so sure ;
i feel so empty now.

ohmygod, dear
im missing you like truckloads.
:(
how i wish this saturday evening will come real soon.

with not much alternatives;
the life-long goals i strive for.
my art ♥ ; your vice .